Q: I understand that I am in deep ignorance, so my question will be: I don't want to stop my growing interest in Krishna consciousness. But I'm living in a Muslim country, surrounded only by Muslim people. I'm studying Vaishnavism secretly and hiding that from my husband. How can I serve Krishna and His devotees and stay on the right path? In the nearest future I won't be able to visit my native country where devotees are. Currently I'm listening to the lectures and scriptures, and read books.
Gradations of the truth: Krishna is always the absolute consideration. Discouraging words of Krishna: “Stay in your position.” “Leave all the dharma and surrender to Me” — that's more encouraging. Faith in God: believe that by getting Krishna's shelter everything will become adjusted. No one to blame: our karmic circumstances are generated by us. You are advised to stay in a progressive position. Whatever your position is, start hearing about Krishna — then you'll start making progress. Rupa and Sanatan waiting for Mahaprabhu's sign to join Him. Wife who has a paramour does her household duties even better not to arise any suspicion, with a paramour in her heart. Aspiring devotee is like a wife, karma is a husband and paramour is Sri Krishna. “In pursuance of my order you'll have my association”: spiritual association takes place in terms of nearness of consciousness, not bodies. (Association by nearness of consciousness). Queen Rukmini's request to Krishna to kidnap her. Krishna is the purpose of hearing and seeing. By hearing Krishna's appearing. Prayer for an atomic presence in the higher plane and then aspiration becomes unlimited. It's our good fortune that Krishna is a thief: He needs no invitation. Sukriti, shraddha, sadhu-sanga. Krishna will be even more merciful to those in adversity.
Q: We receive sacred knowledge, but can it help us to open our hearts? — Because knowledge itself is lower than the heart. We hanker for the hearts' relations, although I feel that my heart is closed — will it be opened by the knowledge or by another heart?
Knowledge does not open the heart. Srimad-Bhagavatam and pastimes of Krishna are not ordinary knowledge. Lust, desire, consumption has a stranglehold on the heart. What will release the flow of actual heart? Extended selfishness: family, country. What seed should be planted in the field of heart? — Bhakti-lata-bij. Sravan-kirtan-smaran done in the mood of service Krishna release the heart flow and person gets Krishna-prem. Anyone who associates with such person will be benefited eternally.